December?

Even though it technically isn't over yet. My temps have been slowly decreasing the past two days. I know its hard to say anything about this cycle since it was the first time I charted and I have all the open circles. I just think its all coming to an end soon.

The ache has flared up as usual and have been very irritated by most things. I just want AF to come and get over with so I can begin a new cycle.

I am really hesitant about actually getting pregnant in March. I know it could be a long shot and I should really be wanting to, but a part of me doesn't actually want it to happen until April. I just don't really want my child to be born in December; how freaking stupid is that. Im not going to actually give up its just a reserve I have about it. I feel bad for people who have to share their birthdays with all the holiday hoopla that goes on then.

I know so many people who have birthdays around then and some don't seem to mind and some say it was a downfall as a child but if it happens I will be so excited about it, but if it doesn't happen I wont be too terribly upset either.